I have this uncontrollable feeling. This feeling isn’t the greatest all the time. Its a recurrence day by day. I have tried many things to get it away but, at last it comes back. Espisally when I see someone, even if we don’t have any physical contact, or even communicate with each other. The situation plays off in my head, like a black and white movie from the early 40s. No sound just images, and could of been and or be. This feeling is hopeless, endless and corrupting. In the past couple of weeks, many things have changed in me, or I have changed differently. Points like this is where, I wish there was a story line that I could follow, or lead myself towards. I do enjoy this quote ” You are the screenwriter, You write what happens.” It easies things a bit but, at the same time it doesn’t. Good night loves.
